I think it was a feeling
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I think it was a feeling had a work-in-progress at CLAY in October 2023.
It is now being developed supported by ACE and will premier in 2025. I will be performing an excerpt of the work at the V&A on 26th April 2025, more info here.
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A headphone piece exploring invisible disability & incontinence.
It’s a set of choreographic instructions designed to be listened to & followed in your home. It’s an intimate & sensory experience designed to be done alone.
Simple instructions are woven together with an electronic soundtrack & autobiographical descriptions of Elana’s sensory experience of pissing herself & what it feels like to lose control on purpose.
It’s brash, tender, a bit sexy, and asks the listener to reconsider their relationship to bodily fluids, if they can shut out the societal shame for a minute. Because maybe pissing yourself actually feels good.
The piece takes about 45 minutes: you download it to your phone, and all you need are headphones, a glass of water and an empty house.